He died for me ; i'm living for Him

Thursday, April 17, 2008

SWITCHING TO WORDPRESS!

http://elohvielove.wordpress.com/

SAY BYE TO BLOGGER(:

11:32 PM { and i opened my heart(:

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

**mainly about XMEN, explosive ;expressive words ahead. wakakaa**

maybe i shall try switching to wordpress. anyone? is there good? im getting bored of blogger.
it's late now. im still talking rubbish here.
oh well.
actually my main point is to talk about XMEN.
no, not the cartoon.
THE TEAM, THE GROUP THAT MADE ME MISS BAOC like
!@#$%^&*- LY.

perhaps it's cos we are still meeting up for lunch and crapping on msn, makes me feel like im in BAOC. no feeling of nostalgic. cos i'm still living in last week.

let me "if time can go back" for awhile.

soo.

if time can go back, i'll make sure i don skip any mtgs for BAOC.

if time can go back, i'll try my best to read all grp5 BAOC emails and not dlt them.

if time can go back, i'll try my best to make it for all events and outings, and not ignore them.

if time can go back, i'll make sure i go all out for my team!

okay, im done "if time can go back" -ing.

now for the "i thank-s".

soo.

i thank audris , xy , elaine for giving me the chance to be a SB thou i always pon mtgs!

i thank my GRP 4, for making this orientation a fun one for us and yourself.

i thank cheryl and adeline and khai especially, cos your willingness to perform! LOVE YOU GUYS/GIRLS. esp khai, ur 16beat FREE DANCE! hahaha.

i thank for all the friends i made out of the orientation,the friends that i really want to continue having , althou we are from different years and stuff. people like elaine xiyao audris shannon eunice hannah phyllis cheryl raven denise arthur charissa and all the SB/SC/FRESHIES.

to my XMEN 4 freshies.: YOU GUYS ARE INDEED "FRESH" LAAAH:)

and now for my "if i could"

soo..

if i could, i will want to be a SCO for next year's orientation! cos i wanna be a joy to others like how my SCOS had been one to me and all in XMEN this year.

if i could, i will want to keep on mtg xmenIANS. i don even mind sitting in canteen 3, at the bad corner, with no fans and wait for 2 hours.

if i could, i wanna tell all xmenIANS, I LOVE XMEN!

* maybe i will try watching XMEN cartoon huh*

hahas.

special mentions :STORM! DENISE! RAIN PLEASE! :)

and xmen people, if you wanna ur picture, can try asking me, i'm bound to have your face in at least one picture in 220+ photos right?
i'll TRY:) hiakhiak:D

1:15 AM { and i opened my heart(:

Sunday, April 13, 2008

deleted the last post.
it shall be only.

XMEN NI HOU BO
hou ar hou ar
XMEN NI ZAI BO
zai ar zai ar
XMEN NI STEADY BO
steady ar steady ar
XMEN NI HOU BO ZAI BO STEADY BO
hou are zai ar steaaaaaaaaaaaaaaddddddy ar!
woosh woooosh woooosh(:

3:11 PM { and i opened my heart(:

Tuesday, April 08, 2008

was reading this book called "tuesdays with morrie".
though it's a secular book, but stil, it made me think, as the old man go thru different topics and one of it was talking about how to listen to others.

yeah duh. listen. with my ears. but how about listening with your heart,
listening, as if you are not going to answer anyway, yet you listen on?

when was the last time you listened and within a minute, stray off and became a -nods head, say yes, nod head again, say yes again- monotonous person?

but when was the last time you listened for 5 minutes, with all your full focus on that certain person, without trying to sell him/her something or waiting for him/her to finish the sentence before you can answer?

oh man, im so guilty of this.
i like to talk.
ALOT.
that i sometime forget to listen
with my heart.
talking seems to be my second nature.
listening became sth distant to me.
bad. very bad.

a quote from the book.
-when you talk to someone, bring yourself out of the situation, even if you do not put yourself in the another person's shoe-
tuesdays with morrie

a quote from the bible
-He who answers before listening— that is his folly and his shame.-
proverbs 18:13

ponders-

1:53 AM { and i opened my heart(:

Friday, April 04, 2008

this gonna be a wordy and lengthy post, so caution (:

saw this very.. inspiring nick on one particular friend's MSN.

-what exactly am i fighting for?-

and it made me think. what exactly are people fighting for? money. position. authority. name. fame. the best car. the best job. the best spouse. the best outfit. the top post. the popular girl or guy in school.

what exactly it is?

for me, is a fight to be a friend to all my friends.

what exactly counts as a friend?

a friend that treats you genuinely. who loves you like you are, yet choose to point out your flaws so that you can improve. one that do not only pinpoint but also offers to help you change. one who accepts that you can't change in a blink of an eye and choose to undergo the changing process with you.

but yet.many a times, what do people look for? a perfect made friend, who is supposingly without flaws? who doesnt need any changing, who is perfect on his or her own?

a. if you can't accept your friend's flaws, you are not being a friend.

a. if you see your friend's flaw, yet choose to keep quiet about it, you are not being a friend.

a. if you saw your friend's flaw, and tell him/her about it, yet chose not to stick by him/her thru the process, you are not being a friend.

a. but if you saw your friend's flaw, and tell him/her about it , and chose to stick by him/her thru the process, and yet had not loved(as a friend, i must say), you are not being a friend.

geunine love.

it's that simple thing that makes friends, FRIENDS.

am i one?

i want to be one.

many times,people look to different areas of their life, to seek for true love, geunine love. love that never fails them, never leave them. yet many a times, they failed miserably, ending up to be crawling back , defeated and worn. sometimes we just have to look around us. we don have to look far. everything that may seem far , may be something very easily found afterall.

take God's love for example. simple. it's everywhere. u can accept it anywhere you want to. yet no one knows about or rather do not want to know about it, cos they simply DON SEE IT. in this world that we are living , lives a theory at work - i believe in only wad i see and nothing else, cos wad i see is the truth and nothing else but the truth-. which is directly opposite of what the earth is orginally created with and for.

to deny myself, to recognise Christ in me!

-ponders-

a random picture.

1:32 AM { and i opened my heart(:

Thursday, March 27, 2008

i think seeking self glory is..
-looking for chances to make oneself stand out and shine, at the expense of others.
-taking away the glory that is supposingly God's.
-not leaving behind what oneself had came across and thinking it was deserved.
-doing things out of selfish ambitions.
-self promoting, self seeking, selfish.

i think seeking self glory is NOT..
-being loving to people around you.
-the way to treat people around you.
-looking at how else can you better serve the people around you.
-being as one as Christ.

phil 2:1-4
1If you have any encouragement from being united with Christ,
if any comfort from his love,
if any fellowship with the Spirit,
if any tenderness and compassion,

2then make my joy complete by being like-minded,
having the same love,
being one in spirit and purpose.

3Do nothing out of selfish ambition or vain conceit,
but in humility consider others better than yourselves.

4Each of you should look not only to your own interests,
but also to the interests of others.

hmm?

1:38 AM { and i opened my heart(:

Monday, March 24, 2008

when something that i wanted very badly, yet do not get it.
do i get upset?
do i get mad?
do i have no reaction?
do i bother fighting for it?

yes, no, no, yes.

STILL I'LL PRAISE YOU,

STILL I'LL PRAISE YOU.

'ALL I AM'

The day you came and found me

I was lost inside

You called me from my darkness

Into your light

I thought the times I trusted

Was all the time i wasted

But Jesus your so faithful,

Now I can say

All I am is yours....

All I am is yours

I can hear you clearly, now I understand

I heard you call my name,

and I know its for real

You took the pain inside me,

for all the light inside You

You became the reason

Now I can say

All I am is yours,

All I am is yours

All i am is yours,

All I am is yours....

.I can't spend another day,

away from your heart

I can't spend another away from you..

Cause All I am is yours,

All I am is yours

10:54 PM { and i opened my heart(: